events and god

November 29, 2007

    the wife and i have been married going on 4 years now, we have had our good times and bad like all married folk do. we had the best of times and came to almost blows on the pettiest of things. a few months ago it got the worst it had ever been in the last 4yrs that it almost ended.
then all of a sudden we found out that my wife was pregnant, then the game suddenly changed, we changed our home, changed everything and it all started to look rosy again. the sky was blue and the birds sung each and every day. then it went down again and this baby we were waiting for did not come to be. we were devastated and believed god to have turned his back on us (i did anyway). everyone i know always tells me god does things for a reason but in this i could not find out what that was, i withdrew and became severely depressed for days and weeks. but something amazing happened in the time that followed our disappointment’s. my wife and i became the closest we had ever been in these four years of marriage. i began seeing her in a new light, i saw her as my rock, my friend, someone i could always count on. i grew to love her more every single day that passed seeing how strong she had been during this whole ordeal. now that i look back on what happened i do believe what i was told, god’s will did not let that child (or children) happen to make us better to bring us together and make us stronger for the future, and i for one cant wait to see what the future brings to us next, united we stand and divided we will never be again.

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