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a dream that just wont show

    so you have a dream, a desire, whether it’s to have your own home or to have a baby, or to start your own business but it just doesn’t happen, what do you do? do you continue to push forward and believe if not today maybe tomorrow, or do you say it’s god’s will?
you begin to see what you are striving for happening to others, are you happy for them or do you begin to feel worse because it wont happen to you. do you share in their joy, or do you wallow down with in yourself?
i won’t go into detail but i can say these thoughts and feelings are swimming around my neck of the woods like sharks i wont say which but its not a fun time. but i have decided regardless of how hard it is it’s all about pushing forward and believing for only the best. you make your tough times, tough times don’t make you.

–jay

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    For all the wishes and dreams that we have, I have a song- a song that sits in my ipod and i listen to whenever these thoughts rush through me like wildfires- And it goes: Sometimes I thank God, for unanswered prayers. Remember when your talking to the man upstairs. Even though he doesn't answer, it doesn't mean he don't care- Some of God's greatest gifts, are unanswered prayers. There are reasons why our prayers are sometimes not answered, and we cannot be angry, or wallow when the ones we love are being blessed. Part of living a fulfilling life is to share in the joy and excitement of those around you, even if your conscience wants to grieve. I am sure that if you keep believing, keep faith in your heart, and share in the happiness of those around you, your reward will be three times better. Don't look for the results, just keep giving your love. It may be worth more to those around you than anything they could ask for.
 
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